Scene.—The Place of Palms
The Templar walking and agitated
TEMPLAR
Here let the weary victim pant awhile.—Yet would I not have time to ascertainWhat passes in me; would not snuff beforehandThe coming storm. ’Tis sure I fled in vain;But more than fly I could not do, whateverComes of it. Ah! to ward it off—the blowWas given so suddenly. Long, much, I stroveTo keep aloof; but vainly. Once to see her—Her, whom I surely did not court the sight of,To see her, and to form the resolution,Never to lose sight of her here again,Was one—The resolution?—Not ’tis will,Fixt purpose, made (for I was passive in it)Sealed, doomed. To see her, and to feel myselfBound to her, wove into her very being,Was one—remains one. Separate from herTo live is quite unthinkable—is death.And wheresoever after death we be,There too the thought were death. And is this love?Yet so in troth the templar loves—so—so—The Christian loves the Jewess. What of that?Here in this holy land, and therefore holyAnd dear to me, I have already doffedSome prejudices.—Well—what says my vow?As templar I am dead, was dead to thatFrom the same hour which made me prisonerTo Saladin. But is the head he gave meMy old one? No. It knows no word of whatWas prated into yon, of what had bound it.It is a better; for its patrial skyFitter than yon. I feel—I’m conscious of it,With this I now begin to think, as hereMy father must have thought; if tales of himHave not been told untruly. Tales—why tales?They’re credible—more credible than ever—Now that I’m on the brink of stumbling, whereHe fell. He fell? I’d rather fall with men,Than stand with children. His example pledgesHis approbation, and whose approbationHave I else need of? Nathan’s? Surely of hisEncouragement, applause, I’ve little needTo doubt—O what a Jew is he! yet easyTo pass for the mere Jew. He’s coming—swiftly—And looks delighted—who leaves SaladinWith other looks? Hoa, Nathan!
Nathan and Templar
NATHAN
Are you there?
TEMPLAR
Your visit to the sultan has been long.
NATHAN
Not very long; my going was indeedToo much delayed. Troth, Conrade, this man’s fameOutstrips him not. His fame is but his shadow.But before all I have to tell you—
TEMPLAR
What?
NATHAN
That he would speak with you, and that directly.First to my house, where I would give some orders,Then we’ll together to the sultan.
TEMPLAR
Nathan,I enter not thy doors again before—
NATHAN
Then you’ve been there this while—have spoken with her.How do you like my Recha?
TEMPLAR
Words cannot tell—Gaze on her once again—I never will—Never—no never: unless thou wilt promiseThat I for ever, ever, may behold her.
NATHAN
How should I take this?
TEMPLAR (falling suddenly upon his neck)
Nathan—O my father!
NATHAN
Young man!
TEMPLAR (quitting him as suddenly)
Not son?—I pray thee, Nathan—ha!
NATHAN
Thou dear young man!
TEMPLAR
Not son?—I pray thee, Nathan,Conjure thee by the strongest bonds of nature,Prefer not those of later date, the weaker.—Be it enough to thee to be a man!Push me not from thee!
NATHAN
Dearest, dearest friend!—
TEMPLAR
Not son? Not son? Not even—even ifThy daughter’s gratitude had in her bosomPrepared the way for love—not even ifBoth wait thy nod alone to be but one?—You do not speak?
NATHAN
Young knight, you have surprised me.
TEMPLAR
Do I surprise thee—thus surprise thee, Nathan,With thy own thought? Canst thou not in my mouthKnow it again? Do I surprise you?
NATHAN
EreI know, which of the Stauffens was your father?
TEMPLAR
What say you, Nathan?—And in such a momentIs curiosity your only feeling?
NATHAN
For see, once I myself well knew a Stauffen,Whose name was Conrade.
TEMPLAR
Well, and if my fatherWas bearer of that name?
NATHAN
Indeed?
TEMPLAR
My nameIs from my father’s, Conrade.
NATHAN
Then thy fatherWas not my Conrade. He was, like thyself,A templar, never wedded.
TEMPLAR
For all that—
NATHAN
How?
TEMPLAR
For all that he may have been my father.
NATHAN
You joke.
TEMPLAR
And you are captious. Boots it thenTo be true-born? Does bastard wound thine ear?The race is not to be despised: but hold,Spare me my pedigree; I’ll spare thee thine.Not that I doubt thy genealogic tree.O, God forbid! You may attest it allAs far as Abraham back; and backwarderI know it to my heart—I’ll swear to it also.
NATHAN
Knight, you grow bitter. Do I merit this?Have I refused you ought? I’ve but forborneTo close with you at the first word—no more.
TEMPLAR
Indeed—no more? O then forgive—
NATHAN
’Tis well.Do but come with me.
TEMPLAR
Whither? To thy house?No? there not—there not: ’tis a burning soil.Here I await thee, go. Am I againTo see her, I shall see her times enough:If not I have already gazed too much.
NATHAN
I’ll try to be soon back.
TEMPLAR
Too much indeed—Strange that the human brain, so infiniteOf comprehension, yet at times will fillQuite full, and all at once, of a mere trifle—No matter what it teems with. Patience! Patience!The soul soon calms again, th’ upboiling stuffMakes itself room and brings back light and order.Is this then the first time I love? Or wasWhat by that name I knew before, not love—And this, this love alone that now I feel?
Daya and Templar
DAYA
Sir knight, sir knight.
TEMPLAR
Who calls? ha, Daya, you?
DAYA
I managed to slip by him. No, come here(He’ll see us where you stand) behind this tree.
TEMPLAR
Why so mysterious? What’s the matter, Daya?
DAYA
Yes, ’tis a secret that has brought me to youA twofold secret. One I only know,The other only you. Let’s interchange,Intrust yours first to me, then I’ll tell mine.
TEMPLAR
With pleasure when I’m able to discoverWhat you call me. But that yours will explain.Begin—
DAYA
That is not fair, yours first, sir knight;For be assured my secret serves you notUnless I have yours first. If I sift it outYou’ll not have trusted me, and then my secretIs still my own, and yours lost all for nothing.But, knight, how can you men so fondly fancyYou ever hide such secrets from us women.
TEMPLAR
Secrets we often are unconscious of.
DAYA
May be—So then I must at last be friendly,And break it to you. Tell me now, whence came itThat all at once you started up abruptlyAnd in the twinkling of an eye were fled?That you left us without one civil speech!That you return no more with Nathan to us—Has Recha then made such a slight impression,Or made so deep a one? I penetrate you.Think you that on a limed twig the poor birdCan flutter cheerfully, or hop at easeWith its wing pinioned? Come, come, in one wordAcknowledge to me plainly that you love her,Love her to madness, and I’ll tell you what.
TEMPLAR
To madness, oh, you’re very penetrating.
DAYA
Grant me the love, and I’ll give up the madness.
TEMPLAR
Because that must be understood of course—A templar love a Jewess—
DAYA
Seems absurd,But often there’s more fitness in a thingThan we at once discern; nor were this timeThe first, when through an unexpected pathThe Saviour drew his children on to himAcross the tangled maze of human life.
TEMPLAR
So solemn that—(and yet if in the steadOf Saviour, I were to say Providence,It would sound true) you make me curious, Daya,Which I’m unwont to be.
DAYA
This is the placeFor miracles
TEMPLAR
For wonders—well and good—Can it be otherwise, where the whole worldPresses as toward a centre. My dear Daya,Consider what you asked of me as owned;That I do love her—that I can’t imagineHow I should live without her—that
DAYA
Indeed!Then, knight, swear to me you will call her yours,Make both her present and eternal welfare.
TEMPLAR
And how, how can I, can I swear to doWhat is not in my power?
DAYA
’Tis in your power,A single word will put it in your power.
TEMPLAR
So that her father shall not be against it.
DAYA
Her father—father? he shall be compelled.
TEMPLAR
As yet he is not fallen among thieves—Compelled?
DAYA
Aye to be willing that you should.
TEMPLAR
Compelled and willing—what if I inform theeThat I have tried to touch this string already,It vibrates not responsive.
DAYA
He refused thee?
TEMPLAR
He answered in a tone of such discordanceThat I was hurt.
DAYA
What do you say? How, youBetrayed the shadow of a wish for Recha,And he did not spring up for joy, drew back,Drew coldly back, made difficulties?
TEMPLAR
Almost.
DAYA
Well then I’ll not deliberate a moment.
TEMPLAR
And yet you are deliberating still.
DAYA
That man was always else so good, so kind,I am so deeply in his debt. Why, whyWould he not listen to you? God’s my witnessThat my heart bleeds to come about him thus.
TEMPLAR
I pray you, Daya, once for all, to endThis dire uncertainty. But if you doubtWhether what ’tis your purpose to revealBe right or wrong, be praiseworthy or shameful,Speak not—I will forget that you have hadSomething to hide.
DAYA
That spurs me on still more.Then learn that Recha is no Jewess, thatShe is a Christian.
TEMPLAR
I congratulate you,’Twas a hard labour, but ’tis out at last;The pangs of the delivery won’t hurt you.Go on with undiminished zeal, and peopleHeaven, when no longer fit to people earth.
DAYA
How, knight, does my intelligence deserveSuch bitter scorn? That Recha is a ChristianOn you a Christian templar, and her lover,Confers no joy.
TEMPLAR
Particularly asShe is a Christian of your making, Daya.
DAYA
O, so you understand it—well and good—I wish to find out him that might convert her.It is her fate long since to have been thatWhich she is spoiled for being.
TEMPLAR
Do explain—Or go.
DAYA
She is a Christian child—of ChristianParents was born and is baptised.
TEMPLAR (hastily)
And Nathan—
DAYA
Is not her father.
TEMPLAR
Nathan not her father—And are you sure of what you say?
DAYA
I am,It is a truth has cost me tears of blood.No, he is not her father.
TEMPLAR
And has onlyBrought her up as his daughter, educatedThe Christian child a Jewess.
DAYA
Certainly.
TEMPLAR
And she is unacquainted with her birth?Has never learnt from him that she was bornA Christian, and no Jewess?
DAYA
Never yet.
TEMPLAR
And he not only let the child grow upIn this mistaken notion, but still leavesThe woman in it.
DAYA
Aye, alas!
TEMPLAR
How, Nathan,The wise good Nathan thus allow himselfTo stifle nature’s voice? Thus to misguideUpon himself th’ effusions of a heartWhich to itself abandoned would have formedAnother bias, Daya—yes, indeedYou have intrusted an important secretThat may have consequences—it confounds me,I cannot tell what I’ve to do at present,Therefore go, give me time, he may come byAnd may surprise us.
DAYA
I should drop for fright.
TEMPLAR
I am not able now to talk, farewell;And if you chance to meet him, only sayThat we shall find each other at the sultan’s.
DAYA
Let him not see you’ve any grudge against him.That should be kept to give the proper impulseTo things at last, and may remove your scruplesRespecting Recha. But then, if you take herBack with you into Europe, let not meBe left behind.
TEMPLAR
That we’ll soon settle, go.
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