"You want to go back to living a normal life?" she says. "Let me tell you what it means to be normal. It`s boring, purposeless. If you`re lucky, you`ll spend a fortune to go to college and maybe grad school, and what will you have to show for it? A diploma with your name on it and a job staring at Excel spreadsheets all day. Or, if you`re brilliant and you beat the system, maybe you`ll create an app, so people can play, killing zombies, forgetting for a second they`ve become zombies themselves. You`ll get rich and join the one percent, and you`ll fool yourself into thinking you've achieved something. But the truth is, you`ll live and die and make no difference at all in the world, just like everyone else." "I don`t believe that," I say.