For the fans

Химия ненависти никогда не была достаточно сильной, чтобы перебороть голод желания.

He is the only one. He's the first, and the only.

"Tell me..."

"Tell you what?"

"Tell me you think I'm beautiful."

"Baby... You are so goddamn beautiful. I don't think, I know."

"Evil stuff happens to good people because God doesn't care."

The chemistry of hate was never strong enough to overpower the hunger of want.

"Whatever you want, baby."

"Well, then..." His eyes spring back up to mine, and I didn't think it was possible, but my cheeks flush ever harder. "Looks like we found our bottom."

"Come for me, baby."

"I'm not your—fuuuck. Fuck yes, oh God, Avi, I'm coming."

Eventually, his shoulders slump and he asks, "You good?"

Swallowing down the taste of him on my tongue, my scowl slips back into place. "Fucking wonderful."

Slow down, broken boy... and let him catch you.

"We're together," I speak quietly, then straighten. "He's my boyfriend. I'm his..." My voice trails, and I peek at Avi, watching his lips slope into a timid smile. "I'm his boyfriend."

"You're so much fucking more than that," he breathes, and my heart jumps as I reach for his jaw.

"I know," I sigh, pulling his mouth to mine.

But right now, football is still second in my mind. I need to go find who's first.

Me:

You're right... I never really hated you, baby. Because I think I love you.

It's hypnotic, the way he kisses me; dizzying, like I'm standing at the very edge of somewhere high off the ground. His kiss is altitude, lifting me up past my normal center of gravity. Our shared breaths are the wind, rushing in pants and whimpers... And his hands clutching and hauling me closer are what keep me from floating away. He's kissing me, and I'm flying.

"That's good... Keep giving me that look."

"What look?"

"The Kyran signature scowl mixed with your fuck-me eyes." He grins lazily. "It's my favorite look."

He actually made a GIF from our video, of the exact moment when his dick makes me come, and my toes are curling in the socks I apparently forgot to take off. And the text caption on the GIF reads, Sure looks like you're my baby.

He bottomed... But I feel like I'm the one who's fucked.

It's the most incredible sight of my life... My eyes could come, if that were possible.

A small gasp leaves his lips and I swallow it up. It tastes fucking great... Like cinnamon booze and secret lust.

"I'm not gonna fuck you for money, Avi," he growls.

My gaze narrows at him. "Who says you'd be fucking me?"