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Sometimes writing a single line is enough to save your own heart.
Oh I no longer want to express myself with words: I want to do so with “I-kiss-you.”
Every book is blood, it’s pus, it’s excrement, it’s heart torn to shreds, it’s nerves cut to pieces, it’s electric shock, it’s coagulated blood running like boiling lava down the mountain.
I seek disorder, I seek the primitive state of chaos. That is where I feel myself living. I need the darkness that implores, the receptivity of the most primary forms of wanting.
Farewell, Day, it’s already dusk. I’m Sunday’s child.
to stop writing is to stop living.
I, frightened gazelle and yellow butterfly. I’m no more than a comma in life. I who am a colon. Thou, thou art my exclamation. I breathe myself thee.
As for me, I know nothing. What I have enters me through my skin and makes me act sensually. I want the truth which is only given to me though its opposite, through its untruth. And I can’t stand everyday life. That must be why I write. My life is one single day. And that’s how the past for me is present and future. All in a single dizziness. And the sweetness is such that it causes an unbearable itch in the soul. Living is magical and wholly inexplicable. I understand death better. Being everyday is an addiction. What am I? I’m a thought. Do I have the breath within me? do I? but who does? who speaks for me? do I have a body and a spirit? am I an I? “That’s exactly right, you are an I,” the world answers me terribly. And I am horrified.