I don't think boys are meant to be beautiful. They don't know what to do with it. I certainly didn't. When I look at beautiful women, especially young ones, there is a resignation to them. They understand that they have been gifted a very particular currency. They have lots of it to spend but it's laced with mercury, or perhaps lead. Some kind of metal that will eventually make them sick. I do not desire young women. I rarely desire any women at all, but young women make me sad.