Цитаты из книги A Fig For All The Devils

“…i will exile my thoughts if they think of you again, and I will rip my lips out if they say your name once more. now if you do exist, i will tell you my final word in life or in death, i tell you goodbye.” - knut hamsun

You must learn to mourn, to confront loss. Where you can certainly say that your father is no more, but also say that at least he was.

You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.

“but all the things that god would have us do are hard for us to do - remember that - and hence, he oftener commands us than endeavors to persuade.” - moby dick

death notes are like their need to say what they couldn’t.

I miss him, but he doesn’t feel gone quite yet. I haven’t felt a loss, only an absence, like he’s on a business trip to Florida or something. Just an alleviated absence.

That stupid school counselor said, “time heals all wounds?” Is this what she means-forgetting? But this doesn’t seem like healing, this feels like alleviating. Like someone is painting over my feelings.

“she knew she was really sad, when she stopped loving the things she loved.” - atticus finch

Magnús learned early on that to eat, one must hunt early, but to thrive, one must hunt rightly.

Hope punctures holes into our black sky to tell us that this ever present darkness is only for a short while.

Death’s laughter—a mixture between an old car starting up and a choking animal.

What death gives people is the passage toward an agony-free existence. A door shuts which can not be opened on all of life’s pains, problems, and sorrows.

Death isn’t macabre like your films. What I do is not the destruction of this life, but the dance partner to one’s own becoming. It’s like I told Oscar Wilde, death is like an insomniac’s desire to sleep. His desire for permanent sleep. How beautiful would it be to close your eyes and sleep till eternity in the soft grass under that cool shady tree until you dissolve in the soil.

her smile felt painful as if she was holding a secret spider in her mouth.

most of the time we know exactly what God wants from us, yet we struggle with steadfast obedience.

Sometimes we all make excuses for disobedience, claiming confusion, that God has not told us what He wanted us to do. And truthfully, there are many times where we can find ourselves in a position where the word of the Lord is not completely clear, and the calling is found wanting.

People only fear death because they fear how it’ll affect their daily lives, actions, and wants.

You’re the fucking Grim Reaper, you’re the epitome of darkness, you’re Darth Vader, Mike Myers, Jason Voorhees, you are evil!!!” “Evil?” The Reaper called back, a noticeable change in tone. “You’re wrong, Sonny. Would you call the blade in surgery ‘evil’ even though it cuts away the disease? Would you call lightning ‘evil’ even though it brings with it the rain to feed your crops? Sonny, I am not evil. I am the reaction to your world’s evil. I exist, because your sin exists.”