Riot Rules

I’m so in love with you, Carina Mendoza. I feel like I might die.

Precious Carrie. She hasn’t learned anything yet. She knows nothing. But she’s got me. I’m going to show her what her darkness looks like, and once she’s faced it she’ll be free to either embrace or run from it. I hope to fucking god. For my sake and for hers, that she embraces it. I can already tell how much fun we could have together.

You win, Carrie. I give in. You’ve got me. No takebacks. Whatever fucking madness happens next…you can’t say I didn’t warn you.

I never wanted to make you cry. I wanted to love you, and I still do.

For eighteen years, I’ve walked this earth. I’ve eaten, and slept, and dreamed, but I have never truly felt alive until this moment.