August walked out of the office, down the stairs, and right out the front door. He just couldn`t finish the day. And like always, he found himself in the woods. He quickly stacked some branches and fumbled in his coat for a matchbook. When the pile was finally lit, he shrugged off his backpack and curled up next to the fire.
Perhaps a bit too close.
Ash was getting on his face and in his hair.
The tension in his neck and shoulders was thick, tight from fear. He was so stressed out he wanted to cry. August looked at the flame and willed himself to stop shaking. This was the only thing that worked. Cigarettes couldn`t really do this for him anymore. Sure, they were more portable, but they didn`t work as fast and this did.
He wished he could share this feeling with Jack. He didn`t even know what to call it. This melting, thawing, calming burn.