My aunt Rory was... «Brave»
RamingoWS1 октября 2018My aunt Rory was undoubtedly going through a lot at this time as she`d just had a baby. I really resented the baby. I knew I shouldn`t, but I couldn`t help myself. He had so many material gifts and so much attention showered on him that it made how I grew up look so lacking. This baby was safe. It made me deeply uncomfortable because I didn`t know what to do with these feelings. I was ashamed to be jealous of a baby, but I had never been in a situation where there was extreme care of a child, where attention was paid and love was shown. I craved that kind of love, but if it had been shown, I literally would not have known what to do with it.
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