I knew for years, I guess.... «Black Iris»
RamingoWS12 июля 2017I knew for years, I guess. I always had bizzarely intense friendships with other girls. It felt weird when we touched. My heart would race and my skin would get tingly and if we stopped hanging out, it felt like a breakup. <...> Sometimes I wished I was a boy so there`d be no ambiguity. When a boy kisses a boy it`s either stop or go. If he starts beating the shit out of you that`s a pretty clear stop sign. But girls are a fucking mystery. Green light one second, red the next. And you have no idea how weirdly intimate it gets between us. Seriously. Spooning is a thing between besties. Like, what the actual fuck. I spent so many nights agonizing over every gesture, every hug, every time our hands touched, every stupid thing that meant nothing to her and the world to me. I fucked up so many friendships by falling in love. I never knew where the line was. I still don`t.
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