Oh, well, men are climbing to the moon but they don't seem interested in the beating human heart.

I'm finding that sincerity and trying to be as simple or direct as possible I'd like is often taken for sheer stupidity
but since it is not a sincere world – it's very probable that being sincere is stupid.

Strasberg
it makes me (him he said) feel badly (and sadly) for you that you do things out of fear
You must start to do things out of strength –
(my question: where do I get the strength) –
he said – by not looking for strength
but only looking & seeking technical ways and means